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75119
01:36
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2. |
Hospital park
03:15
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decay is all I will ever feel
decay is all I will ever taste
the kingdom will never come down from the sky
this meaningless existence
no hope in my veins
like leaves we will fall
to never grow again
left to rot
deal with it
the kingdom will never come down from the sky
this meaningless existence
no hope in my veins
open the ground
so I can jump inside
the kingdom will never come down from the sky
this meaningless existence
no hope in my veins
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3. |
To plant the flower
04:39
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tension
in my head
tension
go away
not proud of my location
so many fears to face
so many steps to take
every day is the last chance
to plant the flower
I only imagine in my best dreams
(in my best dreams)
here I am
lost in my bed again
this shit makes no sense
not proud of my location
so many fears to face
so many steps to take
every day is the last chance
to plant the flower
I only imagine in my best dreams
(in my best dreams)
deactivate the code
that has been written into my limbic system
I don't know
if I can reach my bliss
but this body is not dead yet
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4. |
Green silence
03:38
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the old forest road
lead me into
the heart of the woods
where I can stay
without anyone
where I can fall asleep
with my heavy chest
my brain leaves me destroyed every morning
I am so sick of being barely breathing
bring the rain
shower this place
green silence
let me become your part
green silence
let me soak into the soil
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5. |
Not limitless
03:07
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not limitless
as I claim to be
I face my fears every day
but the tension still remains
another day
I still wake up afraid
another conversation
I still keep my distance
always shaking inside
I hold myself back
but I will sing that song
just to stay inspired
still young
still healthy
get yourself out there
be exposed
to all that gets you anxious
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6. |
Letting go
03:49
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my blood
full of sin
I feel so low
when I think about all my mistakes
I will create my own plan of redemption
to save this body
let it go
the only way to overcome
just erase it all
in your brain
my blood
full of sin
my past days
I dont care anymore
all of us are snakes
I dont care anymore
I dont care anymore
let it go
the only way to overcome
just erase it all
in your brain
I can save this body
but what if they still remember...
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7. |
Objective complete
03:33
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closed-door
exploring
this digital world
isolation
feels so comfortable
I will never leave this room
I will be here all alone
I discover new places
but I stay inside
I talk to people
but I never see their faces
I will never leave this room
I will be here all alone
I will be here all alone
another level up
clicking myself away
I will never leave this room
I will be here all alone
this instance is kiling me
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8. |
Party mask
04:10
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what the hell am I doing here?
trying to impress everyone
so cool
so high on life
I just wanna sleep forever
forever
I have no reason to feel this way
but it is time to throw the mask away
so high on life
I just wanna sleep forever
forever
I will just separate myself from your company
this group of people means nothing to me
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9. |
As long as I need
03:45
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I call you
to cover myself with courage
when this life is full of pain
take care of me
when I fall
I will use this service
as long as I need
but I will never preach your presence
because this is personal
take care of me
when I fall
calm me down
I will use this service
as long as I need
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Ichi banzai Brno, Czechia
Tom Holinka - vocals
David Ides - guitar
Tomáš Kalabis - bass
Patrik Šenk - drums
open.spotify.com/artist/5MD9zEIqalM5U0WSHxycLd
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